Military Retirement Business Casual

Anna White and black

That moment I wake up and it's like I got up from another bed, with another body. You feel the heaviness in the atmosphere, it's late and cloudy day. It is as if the real Anna Cecilia already been awakened in the morning as this shadow of me stayed in bed.

My shadow, still drunk from last night, finally awake, alone, alone, without me. Part of me was captured in the shadows in this state blur, strange, confusing. Still I rise.

During the day try to eat, read, study, watch TV, surf the Internet, call someone, watching a movie, walk out, walk my dogs, but nothing I finish it, because they lack my body. I just feel like I'm floating, without any direction .... and no matter what I do, I feel empty. I have much to do, but nothing makes sense, nothing fills me.

I feel lonely. I try to remember all those things before telling me to feel better, to see life with more magic and excitement. But today I woke up in shades and I feel like I'm not. I am nothing. The world woke up today not God hath not life, is nothing.

I feel empty, confused, I feel no sorrow or sadness, only despair. I am alone, but do not need anyone, whether a stranger is myself.


But I feel I'm in the wrong place and I can not really do anything about it. The place where I am goes beyond the physical, is a question that goes beyond the tangible. It seems that in this day of confused me there. And I see this, so banal and small, so delicate and short.

I know how to get out of this situation. It is the second time that happens to me ... and the first was confused because some medicine and gave me an overdose of an anti psychotic (Is something wrong with my brain ?)... It is not depression.

The medication was removed as soon as my body rejected it all. This, I dunno. Hopefully tomorrow, Anna Cecilia pieces will not get up, fully awake, if only to meet the daily routine.