This is something I had been waiting since last year. When I got the acceptance letter last week could not process it as needed. In part, I was in shock, which prevented me thrill as it should. On the other hand, I knew my dad would be very sad because I was in Monterrey. He says I'm not going to return, and something inside me says it could happen. At the moment the plan is just finishing a race there and then also apply for one or two masters.
is difficult to explain to my parents what will become of my life because I really do not know (and nobody would know), but it is more difficult to explain what is happening. I do not know what holds me, and how things have been happening in my life has been unexpected. I have really wanted to have adventures and learn many things. Never stop studying, but my parents fear that one day happen. Deciding to go to study in Europe gives some afraid, think I'm running away from them and little by little I'm going to forget my beloved parents, which will never happen.
When I think of this reminds me of Piaget and his studies of cognitive development in children, specifically the theory of object permanence. In the case of children, early as two years, children begin to manipulate objects, observe, understand, but not yet processed the object permanence. Children of this age, for example, you can teach a toy and let him play with it, then take it off and put it out of reach. The child will try to take it. However, if you cover the object a dryer, for example, the child will believe that the object has disappeared. I feel that my parents, like many Mexican parents, the same thing happens. The fact that their children go away from them, makes them think they disappeared, they never return. But in my case, I will always be there for them, like them for me, although it can not be physically at his side all the time.
Whatever happens, I'm happy at least now know that if I go to study in Belgium the next couple of years of my life. I am very proud to have been accepted at the Katholieke Universiteit Leuven. Well, I'm in the summer to learn the Dutch, which will Another interesting story.
did not know whether to share this with people, few people know, but few people read my blog, so good, at least you will know.
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